Buried Alive

I wish I had been buried alive

to find some rest in peace

in the fluid of life that brings death

I wish this night would last forever

to find a bloody kiss

in the fluid of death that brings joy

you lay far beyond my wishes

I learn from all this silence and I wither

envying your peace

eternity has taken everything from me

even those small things that we take for granted

eternity is nothing but a useless memory

it made me lose everything I ever wanted

I wish I had been buried alive

to bring beauty to death

if only someone could hear my cry

I wish this night would last forever

to find another bless

in the fluid of joy that brings fear

the angel fled away (no one came to bury me)

carrying all my faith with him

what's left to pray?

in a world that's free behind the bars

risible quest of yours, illusioned by freedom

dreams are just a pretext to breathe scars

blaming everything on the nightmares inside this cage within

the pain of giving love

makes this fear feel so real

I'm alive but no one came to bury me