Waiting On Your Fall

Almost catching the spirit again

Recovering my deeds done in vain

All the tears that I have shed

When my ways were all misled

Have shown me the other face of fate

Have taught me the real meaning of hate

Colliding truth and dreams - reality is worse than it seems

Searching, never finding the touch of God on my face

The moment I died is written on the wall:

a picture of me waiting on your fall

Almost reaching the silence again

It keeps surrounding me until I surrender

Thoughts bringing kindness and anger

Both life and death embrace me together

Shall I decide the side I'm in forever?

Always at war with my conscience

breathing the losses of existence

Building reasons to believe the lie

Words smell like past - shall I speak my last

forging limits to my private sky

could not be that fast - afterlife's one more test