First Week

I am on the very first week away from you

Not a lot to say or do

I see you in the places

Where I once held your skin

There's no where I can go

Where we haven't been

In the middle of a heartbreak song

That I'm writing for you

I find words to escape

With all the courage I grew

But I feel you pulling

And my spirit breaks again

I'll be whole but I don't know when

I'll be whole, I'll be whole

But I don't know when

I'll be whole, I'll be whole

But I don't know when

It's easy to compress

Our time into only good

And looking back it's easy to think

That nothing ever really went wrong

And I remember heartache

And it helps me understand

Trying to find comfort anyway I can

In the middle of a heartbreak song

That I'm writing for you

I find words to escape

With all the courage I grew

But I feel you pulling

And my spirit breaks again

I'll be whole but I don't know when

I'll be whole, I'll be whole

But I don't know when

I'll be whole, I'll be whole

But I don't know when

And as I lie here in pieces

Breaking was just what I needed

I knew we had to end

I'll be whole, I'll be whole

But I don't know when

The more that I think about it

I was better off without it

But now I have to mend

I'll be whole, I'll be whole

But I don't know when

In the middle of a heartbreak song

That I'm writing for you

I find words to escape

Though the courage I brew

But I hear you calling

And my spirit breaks again

I'll be home but I don't know when

But I don't know when