Emulated Sense Failure

All covered in blood, heart is still beating fast, shivering from the arousal

Take a step back to admire the work, laughing in hysterical madness

The body's twitching still, recently deceased

This emotion is superior, exceeding all I've ever felt

Temporarily, but soon comes to a halt

The twitching decreases, quick diminishment, and soon comes to a stop

My previous excitement and satisfaction

Disappears entirely, gets washed away

Total panic is rising inside me

A swift encounter with my illness

The body lies in a pool of it's own blood

Bleeding has come to a stop now

All senses numb, I'm feeling utter apathy

as I'm inspecting the body

The truth of my survival, even though not spoken loud

Must lie within the acts of death, proceed to set me free

I must pursue what seems to be the only logical step

Look into the dead empty eyes, staring into nothingness

The expression on his face is fixed, tormented grin

His hands are tightly closed, the knuckles colored white

All the limbs are stiff, rigor mortis has set in

The body lies in a pool of it's own blood,

bleeding has come to a stop now

All senses numb, I'm feeling utter apathy,

as I'm inspecting the body

The truth of my survival, even though not spoken loud

Must lie within the acts of death, proceed to set me free

I must pursue what seems to be the only logical step