Change Of Tides

You can’t see the part of me

The secret part i hide from you

You can’t feel what burnes in me

My deep desires can’t come through

Through the maze of my mind

Is no guiding light that shines for you

You can’t see the part of me

The secret part i hide from you

I can’t stand this powerlessness

It is like hide and seek for me

nothing more than living tissue

Wrapped over stone

Where is the light

that used to shine down on me

Where is the sight

I once relied on to be guided

and lead through the unknown

of this landscape

of delusion illusion

of this valley of doom and

confusion

this map inside my head

I’m the escapist

Estranged from a world of lies

I’m encaged and enclosed

In my emptiness

I’m the escapist

Bricked in my walls

Don’t try to save me

Your screams don’t reach me anymore

How can you do this to me

I can’t face you without feeling guilty

Why don’t you move why don’t you just stand up

and tell me that everything’s alright that you are by my side

I want you to remember

Why don’t you just give it up

Cause there are many many ways

For you to get it started

So much beauty is lying waste

If you don’t find your way back

(Back) to your ordinary life

Because there’s never been a lack

of passion in you