Can't Control Myself

I've gotta fill this space inside my head

Where the earth comes creepin' in

So I'll feel no need for cleansin'

Don't wanna need you running through me again

Retrograde emotion leaves me

One step behind

I think that I

I'd do well in a paddle cell

Don't wanna hurt myself, but

I can't control myself with you

I can't build a wall high enough to

Keep me from crashing into you

You come to unravel me and leave me lifeless

While idle strays enjoy the feast

I'm looking for deliverence

Is this my own hell or is it yours?

Can angels tell the difference anymore?

I'm chillin' in this hot bed of

Paranoia and fear

I think that I'm dead if I do

And I'm dead if I don't

I wanna kick it, but

I can't control myself with you

I can't build a wall high enough to

Keep me from crashing into you

You come to unravel me and leave me lifeless

I'm sick of needing only you