Still Not Black Enough

Paint a shadow on my heart

In shades of ebony

Paint the sun out of the sky

That rains over me

Black sun, rain on me

I need one, black sun

Rain on me, rain on me

Tie me to my blackness there

Where I'm ever free

Taken to the dark edges of

My wicked memories

Paint my soul in indigo, and ebony for me

No colour seen in my eyes, none in my eyes

I'm naked in my misery

Emotions stripped to bone

I see inside the heart of me

It's still not black enough for me

No colour in the heart of me

No colour run in my veins

I hold the black to my breast

It bleeds over me

I can't go on till I get off

For me it's still not black enough

With darkness gone, my fear is seen

My fear is real, my fear is me