Not Today

And as I walk about this cold desolate waste

I just pray for my return to open arms and to a friendly place

But this is not the time and I can't see her pretty face

Cos I signed that dotted line and threw it all away

And as I run afraid there's nothing I can do

I just pray for my return as she prays on someone new

As I lie alone forgotten faceless nothing more to prove

There's another lined up in my place the next one to be used

I made it home and didn't find that friendly place

This blood that's on my hands I can't wash it away