Extinguish

I'm going to begin

to burn down this house

that we built together

i will ignite

each room

one by one

My heart will not feed my flames

What led you

to this betrayal

of my feelings

you want to be so strong and hold

To your selfish convictions what about our commitment

How can i

fill this

gray spot, in my heart

I thank you

though i'm frighten

because i'm sinking deeper

you've lock the door

to my seclusion

my own cell

i hate everything, everyone, including myself

My heart will not feed my flames that i'veignited to erase

how can i

fill this

gray spot, in my heart

no clean break

no clean slate

just a dusty chalk board