Fresno

let's go for a walk and paint the stars in constellations of cruelty

can you dig the moonlight

pass around the clevers so we can cut each others hearts out

let us dine with out love and make it easy and keep it meaningless

only to disintegrate any ground we shared

can you dig the moonlight

paint me your sorrow and I'll make you famous

show me your happiness and I'll forget you exist

in my book the characters bleed for what they desire

dream with me so that we can ignite defuse

wear friendship thin smother lust

I do not want what is not mine

I never did

I knew what I wanted but filled time with additives to block the pain of rejection

I spent too much time worrying about me

I am so selfish

I destroyed us and any common ground

but half the fun is rebuilding