Muse

Today I awoke

my eyes were blind to the colors of this beautiful world

which scares me

because I've planned to apint a self portrait of my world

do you remember my asking your opinion of me

the answer was so beautiful and inspiring

so prayed to the brushes to see my values

but they had a conspiracy against me

which is my own theory

but how can I prove it on speculation

Courtney I love you

for being her my savior

but I can pretend to be suffering in between brushstrokes

and will gather to see my work goals achieved

because of you my darling

I'm choosing the colors of my self portrait