Find It In Me

This house is full of secrets that i

have kept from her for far too long

i hope i make it through the day

my conduct should be suspect and my

intentions should be checked buy i'm to

involved in making plans for my soul

her heart is full of kindness that she's

given away and now she is tired

of all the parts of life that she made

she tries to help out everyone

but i can only help myself

i question whether she knows she's safe

i hope you find it

cause i could not find it in me

i can't say when i'll leave you for good

my selfish heart hopes you don't go first

God knows i couldn't make it one day

i'll ask that you find someone to help

like you treated me like you were myself

you broke your back to make it okay

these parts of life that i cannot hold

you carry me along with your load

you're more than i could ever repay

i hope you find it

cause i could not find it in me