My Winter Sun

I searched for her, long and hard

In every corner I could find

In every street, in every bar

But lost she was a fallen star

I thought I'd stop, a hopeless man

I turned my head and there she was

Lying cold a soulless life

Her wrists were slashed from side to side

A year has passed since that dreadful night

A nightmare screaming in my mind

It seems unreal, like never done

I've lost my love, alone, ashamed,

Every night she visits me, sadly

She comes to me, with tears in her eyes

She lies by me, and whispers "I love you"

But by morning she's nowhere to be found

I wake up dazed and so confused

Did I just dream or was it you?

I don't believe it was not true

Am I going mad? What must I do?

Trapped in a world of make believe

I think that nothing's what it seems

My winter sun, I know you died

I saw you there with my own eyes

A broken puzzle in my mind

I'm trying to find these missing parts

Trying to melt, dissolve away

That frozen picture, cursed to stay

Every night she visits me, sadly

She comes to me, with tears in her eyes

She lies by me, and whispers "I love you"

But by morning she's nowhere to be found

Last night, an eerie scene took place

She stood so cold an icy face

Aghast inside, a raging fear into my eyes

She bluntly peered

I heard her voice inside my head

"My love, don't cry - your eyes don't lie

My spirit lives forever on, inside your heart

You keep me strong"

Every night she visits me, sadly

She comes to me, with tears in her eyes

She lies by me, and whispers "I love you"

But by morning she's nowhere to be found

But by morning she's nowhere to be found