Home In A Lighthouse

Deny the way things changed

Call it growing up

But that's a front

You forget just how real

Life can feel

Finding it pointless

To even say a word

If it's all in fear

Of what someone else might hear

Don't confuse the kindness in my eyes

For a weakness telling me to compromise

There's no bottle filled with answers

No universal standard written down

To save your life

But I bet this sounded better in your head

I'm losing interest in all your promises

It's a matter of fact

I was all alone

You were only looking out for yourself

I'll make my home inside this lighthouse

It's where I'll find my own answers to it all

I just can't pretend to be comfortable

With seeing the world through someone else's eyes