Soapy Water

I wash my face with soapy water

Disguise the tears cause you're somebody's daughter

And they don't ever wanna see you cry

Anxiety's grip is always waiting to take me

Sits in my stomach, I fear it's starting to shape me

It's hard to live when you're scared to die

If I'm gonna sit and wait then I might as well

Ask for the hand of the devil himself

I thought I heard her laugh but it was hard to tell

So look into my eyes and see how close I am to crack

But they just say hello and never look back

I thought I heard them talk but it was hard to catch

Superstition has me out of control

Touch my head and bless my soul

I pray it ain't a feelin' but my soul is just old

Cause nothing heals, misery's fist

No witch's pill, no lover's kiss

If life is easy then what is this?

If I'm gonna sit and wait then I might as well

Ask for the hand of the devil himself

I thought I heard her laugh but it was hard to tell

So look into my eyes and see how close I am to crack

But they just say hello and never look back

I thought I heard them talk but it was hard to catch

Have a smoke, put it out

Search for rooms, out of town

Start again, cut your hair

You've wondered love, but it's hard to care

(I'll care, I'll try to care)

Choose a religion, choose a goddamn sport

Go find something to eradicate these thoughts

You might not waste time, and keep good health

But that's not it, theres something else

If I'm gonna sit and wait then I might as well

Ask for the hand of the devil himself

I thought I heard her laugh but it was hard to tell

So look into my eyes and see how close I am to crack

But they just say hello and never look back

I thought I heard them talk but it was hard to catch