Real

Now that I am back out there

Once more scared

Misgivings haven't gone

Inside this human race

No touch of grace

And still no place to go

I know it's up to me

To decide if this is real

But I'm walking and fro

Always thinking about the ways I chose

Welcome back yesterday ... not far away ... I'll keep an eye on you

Tell me how could I forget all the angers I once had

Should I start again ... to find the same ... that I once left behind

When tell me why should I forget all these dreams that I still have

Another time ... another turn, I thought

But now I know that's wrong

This life will still remain the same

If I don't change a thing myself

Suddenly so many doors are opening ... for me to try

I know it's up to me ...