I'm So Afraid That I'd Live Through It

I'm afraid to leave the house I might run into you

And if we can't taste the face I don't know what I do

I promised me this past October lovin' me for me it was over

I can't take the chance on seein' me

My heart might keep on beating cause I'm strong enough

And my feet might take me places I shouldn't go

My lips might say I'm lonely and I might think if only

One more chance before I'm seekin' through

And if I see you I'm so afraid that I'd live through it

And you know I'd rather die than to do it

I almost did the first time and you knew it

So if I see I'm so afraid I'd live through it

If I see I'm so afraid I'd live through it