The Colour of Envy

I'll lose my mind every night,

I look through these red eyes and think through a clouded

mind.

Thoughts out of control, paranoia living on my back, the

colour of envy.

The colour of envy, but I’m content, sinking down into

life’s cement,

Just leave me here for a while.

Flying high with all of you, just let ourselves go for a

night.

I'll keep these memories forever, but I'll forget them in

the morning.

My life through these red eyes and a clouded mind.

I'll grow up one day soon but this time next year you'll

be right back next to me,

Filling up my head with flawless plans that'll never

surface.

This time next year you’ll be right back next to me.