Waiting to Die

Look at the madness

It's out of control

It's feeding your sadness

And eating you soul

You're feeling so lonely

You're not very strong

You wait for the curtain

It's taking too long

You find you go nowhere

You're very confused

Swearing you're happy

It's just self abuse

You can think of 20 zillion places

You could be

If you could go

You cannot escape because

The world is watching you

And the know!!!

Hell is not anywhere

It's all in your mind

Dragging you thru time

Living in misery

No better company

Why should I try

Fetal oblivion

Riding around the sun

Waiting to die

Your drowning in sadness

You pray it's a dreams

Impossibly tragic

You silently scream

You might want the world to be as

Miserable as you

That would be cruel

But lies and self-fulfilling prophecies

Are all you have

You're just a fool

Hell is not anywhere

It's all in your mind

Dragging you thru time

Living in misery

No better company

Why should I try

Fetal oblivion

Riding around the sun

Waiting to die

Living in misery

No better company

Why should I try

Fetal oblivion

Riding around the sun

Waiting to die

Ahhh

Kills you

You waste away

Your eyes

You die afraid

Do you lie

Can you make it thru another day

Of nothingness

Do you feel another minute is impossible

Can you fake another hour of "I'm doing fine!"

Dan you handle the emtombment of you soul

Ooooh!!

You thinking you're better

But it's not what it seems

Come off of you "Soma"

And see what I mean

Hell is not anywhere

It's all in your mind

Dragging you thru time

Living in misery

No better company

Why should I try

Fetal Oblivion

Riding around the sun

Waiting to die

Living in misery

No better company

Why should I try

Fetal Oblivion

Riding around the sun

Waiting to die

Ride, ride, ride till I die!!!

Ahhh

Kills you

You waste away

Do you cry?

Do you have anyone to tell you "no"?

Can you hide the total darkness of your soul?

Oooh