Twice The Pain

I feel so empty tired of being alone

It's time I change my life and release all the shame

What lies within me my spirit colder than a stone

I'd give my life to live another life again

Ecstasy calling me I cannot hear it

Fantasy crawls on me I cannot feel it

Sanity stalking me I do not fear it

Endlessly watching me drawing me near it

Look into my eyes and see the terror inside

Every teardrop lets the pain drip down my face

My life is over, yours is there for me to take

Open up your soul, your life I will embrace

I can feel you I'm in control

I'll wake and take over your soul

Your life I'll live no more danger

I'll live your life free from anger

Ecstasy calling me I cannot hear it

Fantasy crawls on me I cannot feel it

Sanity stalking me I do not fear it

Endlessly watching me drawing me near it

Why do I feel no change

I'm feeling twice the pain

Can't bear the endless shame

The agony remains

No hope remains

I'm still the same

With twice the pain