Refusing

I´m still refusing to hate

I´m still refusing my first love

I´m still refusing the dating

I´m still refusing doing riots

dark and webs above...

I´m still refusing the swearing

I´m still refusing the tripe soup

I´m still refusing late comings

I´m still refusing loudly white

shocks in black shoes...

I´m still refusing untruth

I´m still refusing unpleasant visitors

I´m still refusing to get bankrupt

I´m still refusing be ill

I´m still refusing the hitch-hike

I´m still refusing to sleep for a while

I´m still refusing the waiting

I´m still refusing be proud and

make artificial smile...

I´m still refusing untruth

I´m still refusing unpleasant visitors

I´m still refusing to get bankrupt

I´m still refusing be ill

I´m still refusing the hair cut

I´m still refusing useless plea

I´m not refusing you but

you´re still refusing yourself

and in meantime loosing me...