Ye, Renew the Plaintiff

The sacrifice must be for

Some deity, babe I

Just can't get hard for reality

At least not mine

Your love charity is like

An immortal bleeding beast and here

Is it to motivate my heart to function?

This age is a bitch that burns our dreams so

Can only turn away

I wonder can I produce some of heat

To keep our experiment in our heart

I told you I could I couldn't cope

Seeing the disappointment in your eyes

Oh Nina, how can I defend myself against this world

That batters me like a retarding cartoon

It's too soon for salvation but that word is just a joke

Oh Nina, my whole system is chaos

I'm desperate for something but there's no human word for it

I should be happy but

What I feel is corrupted, broken, impotent and insane

Oh Nina, I have become so hateful

How am I ever going to survive this winter?

I can think of nothing but getting my revenge

Make those fuckers pray, not going to happen

And it's eating a hole in me

Eating a hole in me

It's eating a hole

Eating a hole

Eating a hole in me

In our heart and see each suffering repeat

Our soul concession to find dimension

I've inherited spiritual sanctions

For some old ancestral crime

It was committed long ago

But the punishment's absolved all down the family line

Everyone's so unstable on my mother's side

And emotionally barren on my father's side

But tell me how can I attempt to atone

For somebody else's willful ignorance?